** The following story was inspired by A.R. Gurney's play, "Love Letters", as performed by Barry Morse in Portland, Oregon, September 11, 1995.

 

ALPHAN LOVE LETTERS

 By Amanda Russell

 

 

Time/Date: 14:07 Lunar Time - 27 September, 1999

To: Russell.H@MedicalCenter.ILFC/MBA.org

From: Koenig.J@MainMission.ILFC/MBA.org

Subject: Meeting

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Doctor Russell -- Helena -- I regret we have gotten off to such an uneasy beginning. As with the entire situation here on the moon prior to Breakaway, I was given false information about you and led to believe your abilities were far inferior to the competence and insight you have since demonstrated. Will you allow me to make amends and apologize - in person?

 

John Koenig

Koenig.J@MainMission.ILFC/MBA.org

 

 

Time/Date: 14:27 Lunar Time - 27 September, 1999

To: Koenig.J@MainMIssion.ILFC/MBA.org

From: Russell.H@MedicalCenter.ILFC/MBA.org

Subject: Re: Meeting

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Commander, I fear that I too formed some inaccurate opinions and assessments of you. Perhaps we should both simply start over. I will happily accept your in person apology if you, in turn, will accept mine.

 

Helena Russell

Russell.H@MedicalCenter.ILFC/MBA.org

 

 

Time/Date: 15:18 Lunar Time - 27 September, 1999

To: Russell.H@MedicalCenter.ILFC/MBA.org

From: Koenig.J@MainMission.ILFC/MBA.org

Subject: Apologies

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Helena -- A mutual exchange of apologies seems most equitable. Will you join me for dinner this evening? I understand they are to be serving the last of the crow. ;)

 

John Koenig

Koenig.J@MainMIssion.ILFC/MBA.org

 

 

Time/Date: 16:04 Lunar Time - 27 September, 1999

To: Koenig.J@MainMission.ILFC/MBA.org

From: Russell.H@MedicalCenter.ILFC/MBA.org

Subject: Dinner

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Dinner would be lovely, Commander. I am scheduled to be off duty at 1700 hours.

 

Helena Russell

Russell.H@MedicalCenter.ILFC/MBA.org

 

 

Time/Date: 16:32 Lunar Time - 27 September, 1999

To: Helena Russell

From: John Koenig

Subject: Time

 

I have a meeting until 1730 hours. Could you join me in my office at 1745 hours?

 

John Koenig

 

 

Time/Date: 16:43 Lunar Time - 27 September, 1999

To: John Koenig

From: Helena Russell

Subject: RE: Time

 

Of course, Commander. -- Helena Russell

 

 

Time/Date: 09:13 Lunar Time - 28 September, 1999

To: John Koenig

From: Helena Russell

Subject: Dinner

 

I had a lovely time at dinner, Commander. I'm relieved we were able to reach an understanding. Please let me know if there is anything, in addition to the items we discussed, that you feel could be of benefit to the base. -- Helena Russell

 

 

Time/Date: 15:47 Lunar Time - 28 September, 1999

To: Helena Russell

From: John Koenig

Subject: Morale

 

I enjoyed our dinner as well, Helena. I think the actions we discussed toward improving base morale are a good beginning. Let's implement those first and build from there. -- John Koenig

 

 

Time/Date: 07:45 Lunar Time - 29 September, 1999

To: John Koenig

From: Helena Russell

Subject: Ideas

 

I have a few additional ideas, but will wait to discuss them with you until after we see what conditions are like on the planet we are nearing. Perhaps it is premature to hope, but... could we really find a new home so soon? -- Helena Russell

 

 

Time/Date: 14:38 Lunar Time - 29 September, 1999

To: Helena Russell

From: John Koenig

Subject: Hope

 

According to our esteemed _guest_, Commissioner Simmonds, hope is something we should ruthlessly exploit.  I prefer a touch of realism based on facts, but long range scans of the planet, Meta, indicate it to have very encouraging surface conditions. I share your hope. -- John Koenig

 

 

Time/Date: 18:43 Lunar Time - 26 Days Post Earth Orbit

To: John Koenig

From: Helena Russell

Subject: Appreciation

 

John, I never really had a chance to thank you for your concern, your understanding and your respect in recent days. I never truly believed that being was - or could be - Lee, no matter how much I thought I wanted him to be the man I once loved. I love him still, but I know I cannot go back and he is no longer a part of my life. My future, like everyone else on Alpha, lies somewhere ahead of us in the unexplored space we travel through. But I will always be grateful to that... mirror image of Lee for allowing us to glimpse what could have been, and for permitting us to return to the reality of what is. We could not stay on Terra Nova, and I am relieved we could return to Alpha together, to make it here, you and I. Thank you, John. -- Helena Russell

 

 

Time/Date: 08:49 LT - 27 Days Post Earth Orbit

To: Helena Russell

From: John Koenig

Subject: Re: Appreciation

 

You're welcome, Helena. I wish you'd not had to endure the pain of having your husband back, yet not really having him back. Should you feel you ever need to talk - to a friend rather than your commander - I am willing to listen. -- John

 

 

Time/Date: 12:05 LT - 28 Days PEO

To: John

      Dinner this evening? -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 14:49 LT - 28 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Yes. I'll meet you there - 1800. -- John

 

Time/Date: 19:58 LT - 29 Days PEO

To: Bergman.V@Lab1.ILFC/MBA.org

From: Koenig.J@MainMission.ILFC/MBA.org

Subject: Meeting

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Please report to my office at 0800 tomorrow to discuss the possibility of a survival Eagle to be launched before we are drawn in any closer to the Black Sun. Do not discuss this with anyone.

 

Commander John Koenig

Koenig.J@MainMIssion.ILFC/MBA.org

 

 

Time/Date: 02:37 LT - 30 Days PEO

To: John

      John,... I'm hoping you will eventually be able to read this; that Alpha will have adequate power once the Bergman force field is no longer needed to allow her to return to normal functions. I still wish I could have remained on Alpha; it is where I want to be should this encounter with the Black Sun prove to be the end of our existence, but I understand your reasons for wanting me on the survival Eagle. It means a great deal to me - perhaps more than I can convey in this message - to know it matters to you where and how I die; perhaps more than I have words to express were I able to tell you this in person. I value the friendship we have forged in so short a time and will call upon the memories of it as we six struggle to survive whatever the future may hold for us. I know you said no goodbyes, but I could not leave without letting you know... I'd like there to have been more. May Alpha fare well and you prosper. -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 14:36 LT - 32 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Helena, I was never more happy to be on this base than when the survival Eagle returned and you stepped once more into the protective Alphan hallways. Sending you on that Eagle was one of the most difficult things I have ever had to do. Your coming back to me - to Alpha - is more than I ever dared hope could happen. I too would like there to be more. -- John

 

Time/Date: 13:28 LT - 35 Days PEO

To: John

      Come to my quarters for dinner at 1900. We can talk about the 'more' with less chance of interruptions, observation or eavesdroppers. -- Helena

 

 

Time/Date: 14:00 LT - 44 Days PEO

To: All Sections Alpha

From: Koenig.J@MainMission.ILFC/MBA.org

Subject: Computer use

 

Until further notice, all non-essential use of computer facilities will cease while Main Mission staff works to inform the Triton Probe of the current situation. Once matters are resolved, non-essential use and functions will be restored. Your cooperation is appreciated. Thank you.

 

Commander John Koenig

 

 

Time/Date: 10:23 LT - 46 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Helena, I'm glad you're taking a day or two off to rest and recover from your experience with the Triton Probe. Let me know when you feel up to visitors. I'd like to stop by. -- John

P.S. Your optic nerve isn't the only part of you that is beautiful.

 

Time/Date: 14:07 LT - 46 Days PEO

To: John

      You needn't wait for an invitation to stop by, John. I'm always happy to see you. -- Helena

P.S. Flatterer.

 

Time/Date: 11:16 LT - 60 Days PEO

To: Helena

      I don't know if I should put you on report for that stunt with Zantor, or hold you close and never let you go. My command instinct say the former, my heart says the latter -- I think my heart is winning, Helena. You had me more than a little frightened. I hated the idea - the need - to trust your life to alien technology I did not understand. I don't even want to consider how very lucky you were when I think of Simmonds trapped on that Caldorian ship with a useless matrix. You are too important to Alpha - to me - to risk your life in such a way. Promise me, Helena, that you won't take unnecessary risks. Please. -- John

 

Time/Date: 13:07 LT - 60 Days PEO

To: John

      I can't make that promise any more than you can, John. Our everyday life is a risk; our very existence on Alpha is a risk. But I will promise to be more careful; to be more certain of the factors involved with any unknown opportunities I'm faced with. I didn't mean to worry you, John. -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 15:49 LT - 62 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Meet me in the Observation Room when you get off duty. -- John

     

Time/Date: 16:07 LT - 62 Days PEO

To: John

      Is this an unknown opportunity I should be wary of? -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 16:37 LT - 62 Days PEO

To: Helena

      It could be. 1700? -- John

 

Time/Date: 11:42 LT - 72 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Helena, I need to see you, talk with you about what happened on that other Earth; to our other selves. I need to understand something I think only you can explain. -- John

 

Time/Date: 14:46 LT - 72 Days PEO

To: John

      Come to my quarters after duty, John. I'll try to explain. Maybe I'll come to better understand her motives -- my own motives, and a part of myself I never knew existed or was so strong until I met her. -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 08:05 LT - 73 Days PEO

To: Helena

      A part of me is so relieved to know that you -- the Helena Russell in my life here and now -- has not had to endure the deaths of two husbands, and that same part of me wonders if we should pursue our relationship further. I would not want to be the cause of such sadness, grief and pain for you, Helena. Yet I can no longer imagine a life - an existence - without you in it, as a part of it; sharing my life in whatever way you can, sharing whatever time we may have. I don't want to lose you. -- John

 

Time/Date: 10:45 LT - 73 Days PEO

To: John

      I know, with all my heart, that our counter-parts on that other Earth were happy, and very much in love, John. After nearly losing you to Raan and his experiments, after believing you dead save for the machines that were forcing you to breath and your heart to beat, I don't want to waste any more time, John. I'll risk being hurt, I'll risk being without you but I won't risk being lonely and unhappy now because of what might someday be -- or never be; because of something that did not really happen to the you and I of this reality. I want you in my life, John. I love you. I always will. No matter what happens, that won't change. -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 11:34 LT - 81 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Seeing you smile when I woke from being on Zenno was the most comforting and reassuring thing I have ever known. I told myself I was coming back because Alpha needed me, but I came back to be with you. There was nothing to keep me on Zenno and everything to pull me back here. -- John

 

Time/Date: 14:23 LT - 81 Days PEO

To: John

      I'm glad you were able to come back. :) -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 21:48 LT - 95 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Are you all right? Did the Guardian of Piri have any adverse affects on you? -- John

 

Time/Date: 03:45 LT - 96 Days PEO

To: John   

      I'm fine, John, as is everyone else. A few slight headaches and some disorientation due to being free of the Guardian's influence, but nothing serious. For some it was a very relaxing, soothing experience, but I'm glad you came for us. -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 07:56 LT - 96 Days PEO

To: Helena

      I came for _you_, Helena. For the others too, but primarily for you. I couldn't bear to see the woman I am desperately in love with so aimless and listless, so... ignorantly content and accepting of a future void of any stimulation. I need your vitality and individuality in my life as much as I need your physical presence in my life. Join me for dinner this evening - my quarters this time. -- John

 

Time/Date: 11:57 LT - 96 Days PEO

To: John

      Yes. And after dinner? -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 13:09 LT - 96 Days PEO

To: Helena

      We'll discuss it. -- John

 

Time/Date: 10:26 LT - 105 Days PEO

To: John

      The concert last night and walk afterwards were lovely, John. I think we caused quite a stir when you kissed me in the hallway outside my door. My staff is still whispering about it and sending curious looks my way when they think I'm not paying attention. -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 11:47 LT - 105 Days PEO

To: Helena

      I don't care who saw me kiss you. I'll do it again -- at every opportunity. -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 13:13 LT - 105 Days PEO

To: John

      Promise? -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 14:06 LT - 105 Days PEO

To: Helena

      _Promise_. -- John

 

 

Time/Date: 08:00 LT - 119 Days PEO

To: All Sections Alpha

From: Koenig.J@MainMission.ILFC/MBA.org

Subject: Services

 

Anton Zoref has been officially listed as missing, presumed dead - as we knew him. His mutation into another form of life has been difficult for all to accept and understand. We can only hope he has found what we all seek - contentment with our existence. A memorial service will be held at 2000 hours this evening, in Rec Room Two. All who are able to attend are encouraged to do so.

 

Commander John Koenig

 

 

Time/Date: 15:23 LT - 120 Days PEO

To: John

      John, I won't be able to make our dinner date tonight. I need to spend some time with Eva Zoref, try to help her accept and come to understand her husband's fate. May I have a rain check? -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 16:01 LT - 120 Days PEO

To: Helena

      You, of everyone on Alpha, are the one who can probably help Eva the most now. Perhaps knowing that she is not alone in this; that you too have lost a husband to the unknown mysteries and dangers of space will give her some comfort. I'll talk to you tomorrow, Helena. The rain check is yours. -- Love, John

 

 

Time/Date: 14:45 LT - 122 Days PEO

To: All Sections Alpha

From: Russell.H@MedicalCenter.ILFC/MBA.org

Subject: Population

 

At 1427 hours lunar time, Cynthia Crawford gave birth to a seven pound, eleven ounce boy. She has named him Jackie, after his late father. He has dark hair and blue eyes. Those wishing to see the newest and youngest Alphan may stop by the Medical Center between 1400 and 1700 hours tomorrow. The nursery will be open to visitors at that time.

 

Helena Russell, MD, Chief of Medical Services

 

 

Time/Date: 23:56 LT - 144 Days PEO

To: Helena

      I'm hoping with all my heart you will return to Alpha and read this, Helena. As I write it, you and the others are lost - stranded - somewhere on the lunar surface in conditions that would try even the most seasoned survivalist. But somehow I know you will be found - alive, well, and before time runs out. I will not accept this fate for you or for the others. It will not end like this. -- John

 

Time/Date: 22:57 LT - 147 Days PEO

To John:

      Standing next to you in Main Mission, watching as we moved away from Ariel; as the atmosphere thinned to nothing and we observed the last sunset the moon may ever see, I realized there are so many things about Earth that I miss; that I long to see or feel or smell again. But that was all overshadowed by the feeling I experienced while standing beside you; the knowing in my heart and my soul that I could be happy nowhere except right beside you, John. Were we still in Earth orbit, able to enjoy those things we once took for granted, you and I may never have met, or realized what we have and what we share. We may all miss those everyday pleasures of life on Earth, such as a sunset, but I cannot regret being here, on Alpha, and with you. -- Love, Helena

 

 

Time/Date: 08:38 LT - 155 Days PEO

To: All Alpha Personnel

From: Koenig.J@MainMission.Alpha.org

Subject: Services      

 

Memorial services for Doctor Ernst Linden will be held in Rec Room Two at 2100 hours tomorrow. His sacrifice of himself to save all of Alpha will not be forgotten and should supersede his past mistakes. Jim Haines will deliver the eulogy.

 

Commander John Koenig

 

 

Time/Date: 16:23 LT - 158 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Now it is my turn to ask for a rain check, Helena. Victor asked me to his lab tonight - I think he wants to talk about Ernst Queller/Linden. They were colleagues and Victor is feeling his death rather more than he would like anyone to know. I'll call if it's not too late. -- John

 

Time/Date: 16:45 LT - 158 Days PEO

To: John

      Give Victor my best and have a good talk. I'll be up late. -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 09:44 LT - 167 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Helena, are you angry or upset with me? You seem to be avoiding me. Please, tell me what's wrong. -- John

 

Time/Date: 11:05 LT - 167 Days PEO

To: John

      I'm angry and upset with myself, John. I... don't know what to say, how to apologize for having you confined to quarters; for not believing what you told us about Arra. I made you think I did believe you, then I deceived you. An apology hardly seems enough. I don't know where to go from here. -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 13:16 LT - 167 Days PEO

To: Helena

      You did what you felt was right and I know that, I accept that. Don't be angry with yourself, Helena, for I am not. Join me in my office after you get off duty, we'll talk. I love you. -- John

 

Time/Date: 14:25 LT - 187 Days PEO

To: John

      I need to see you. I'm having nightmares about Ultima Thule... I need you to hold me. -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 15:03 LT - 187 Days PEO

To: Helena

      I'll be at your door whenever you need me, Helena. -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 14:49 LT - 199 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Would you mind if we skipped going to the movie tonight, Helena? I've seen it before, didn't really like it, and would rather spend the two hours looking at you. Meet me in the Observation Room instead? -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 15:10 LT - 199 Days PEO

To: John

      How can I even considering saying no when asked for a date like that? I'll be there. -- Love, Helena

 

Time/Date: 12:09 LT - 202 Days PEO

To: John

      Mind if we skip the movie tonight as well? I'm somehow not in the mood for a film about space exploration, even if it is a classic. The Observation Room again? -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 15:36 LT - 202 Days PEO 

To: Helena

      I'll be there. 1900 hours. -- John

 

Time/Date: 09:48 LT - 210 Days PEO

To: John

      I think we need to talk about 40,000 years ago, John. Sandra has been telling me some interesting things about our cave counterparts on Retha. -- Love, Helena

 

Time/Date: 17:32 LT - 211 Days PEO

To Helena:

      At the risk of sounding like a cliché, it seems we are meant to be together, Helena. On Retha in the past, on Earth in some distant future, and on the moon in the present. For me, that makes for an eternity far better than I ever imagined I would have. -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 18:09 LT - 211 days PEO

To John:

      Same here. Without you as a part of my life, eternity would be something I must endure rather than enjoy and anticipate. I love you. -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 14:28 LT - 217 Days PEO

To: John

      Are you all right? I want to see you in Medical to be certain Balor did you no harm. Then I want to see you in private to be sure Balor did you no harm. I was so afraid for your life, John. -- Love, Helena

 

Time/Date: 15:00 LT - 217 Days PEO

To: Helena

      I'm all right, and I want to see you in private as well, Helena. I only hope Balor is gone from our lives for good. I'll come by Medical just before I get off duty. We'll go to my quarters for dinner. -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 08:49 LT - 241 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Helena, did we... dream, imagine, maybe hallucinate Alpha being destroyed by war machines, by Hawks? Or did those aliens somehow change the time line, repair all the damage done and give us our lives, our survival back? -- John

 

Time/Date: 10:45 LT - 241 Days PEO

To: John

      I don't really know, John. So much is hard to remember. I only know... you were killed but now you are alive and still with me. For that I can and will accept so much I don't fully understand. We were shown what could result of our fear. Perhaps it is time to explore more fully what will be due to our love. -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 14:49 LT - 242 Days PEO 

To: Helena

      Are we both ready, Helena? -- John

 

Time/Date: 15:05 LT - 243 Days PEO 

To: John

      I am. I want to be with you in every way possible. I want to love you and be loved by you. I want you. -- Helena

 

Time/Date 09:45 LT - 244 Days PEO

To: Helena

      I wanted last night to never end, Helena. I never knew sexual intimacy could be so... all consuming, so intense, so fragile and so strong all at once. Thank you. I love you. -- John

 

Time/Date: 10:37 LT - 244 Days PEO

To: John

      I love you too. Spending our off duty time in each other's arms is far more enjoyable than watching movies we've seen before. Call me later. -- Love, Helena

 

 

Time/Date: 09:15 LT - 261 Days PEO

To: All Alphan Personnel

From: Russell.H@MedicalCenter.Alpha.org

Subject: Medical Check

 

All Alphan personnel are ordered to report to Medical Center for a hearing check to be certain no permanent damage was sustained during the recent war between Betha and Delta. Individual times will be posted in each department. If you are experiencing noticeable hearing difficulties, contact the Medical Center and we will schedule an immediate exam.

 

Helena Russell, MD, CMS

 

 

Time/Date: 10:53 LT - 261 Days PEO

To: Helena

      My hearing is fine but I want to see you soon. Dione left some unresolved issues between us that I'd like to clear up as soon as we can. I know you were uneasy and unhappy with her seemingly very personal offers to me. I did try my best not to encourage her advances. I'm not interested in anyone but you. -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 12:57 LT - 261 days PEO

To: John

      I'm not upset with you, John, and not really surprised by Dione's actions. She used one of the oldest tricks around - flatter and flirt with a man to manipulate them, supposedly without their knowing it. You're more astute than that, John, and I know your reaction to Dione was in the best interest of everyone on Alpha. Are you free this evening? -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 16:03 LT - 261 Days PEO

To: Helena

      2000 hours, my quarters. – John

 

Time/Date: 14:09 LT - 266 Days PEO

To: John

      Are we going to attend the concert tonight? We can sit in the back so we can sneak out quietly if it's not to our tastes. -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 17:04 LT - 266 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Excellent idea. Meet me there. -- John

 

Time/Date: 01:05 LT - 267 Days PEO

To: Helena

      I know I just left Medical but I want to be sure you're all right. -- John

 

Time/Date: 01:18 LT - 267 Days PEO

To: John

      Dan Mateo seems to be sleeping heavily. The guards are still here and the force field is active. I know I'll be safe, but... I felt better when you were here with me, John. Come back when you can. I still feel as if there is another, almost unseen presence here, as if this presence is watching me. That feeling isn't so strong when you are here. I'm okay... -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 02:01 LT - 267 Days PEO

To: Helena

      I don't know when I'll be able to get back there tonight, Helena. Things are moving quickly, there have been more disturbances. If you feel anything, _anything_ unusual, get out of there. Whatever this spirit or disturbance may be, I want you as safe as possible. Call if you need me. -- John

 

 

Time/Date: 09:04 LT - 267 Days PEO

To: All Alphan Personnel

From: Koenig.J@MainMission.Alpha.org

Subject: Alert

 

Report to Main Mission staff immediately any atmospheric disturbances or changes noted in your area. Be alert for temperature drops especially.

 

Commander John Koenig

 

Time/Date: 09:25 LT - 270 Days PEO

To: All Alphan Personnel

From: Koenig.J@MainMission.Alpha.org

Subject: Services

 

Memorial services for Dan Mateo and Doctor Jerome Warren will be held in the Hydroponics section at 2000 hours tomorrow. All available personnel are encouraged to attend. Thank you.

 

Commander John Koenig

 

 

Time/Date: 16:04 LT - 274 Days PEO

To: John

      I've just had a good look at Victor. He seems unharmed after his experiences with Gwent, but I'll keep an eye on him. Victor seems quite concerned about you and I, and Gwent wanting us to be _his_ companions; worried that we would find being thrown together like that... awkward. Should we tell him? -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 16:27 LT - 274 Days PEO

To: Helena

      I think Victor already suspects - he was being tactful, but... we have to start somewhere. Shall we ask him to have dinner with us tonight? -- John

 

Time/Date: 17:01 LT - 274 days PEO

To: John   

      That sounds lovely, John. -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 09:38 LT - 275 Days PEO

To: John

      I don't think I have ever seen Victor smile so much. I'm glad we told him. -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 10:04 LT - 275 Days PEO

To: Helena

      So am I. I had the feeling he's been waiting for us to "get together", almost from the very beginning. It was he who let me know about your troubles with Gorski and Simmonds. Had he not, well... it would probably have taken me a lot longer to realize the depth of your qualities and the falsehoods I'd been told. I'm very grateful for his perceptions. -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 11:46 LT - 275 Days PEO

To: John

      John Koenig, we have been set up by that kind, gentle, scheming, loveable, matchmaking Victor Bergman. He was very subtly pointing out your attributes to me as soon as he learned you were taking over from Gorski. I wish we had a bottle of wine to send him as a token of our appreciation and gratitude. -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 15:39 LT - 275 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Just seeing us together and happy is all Victor really wants. He is very subtle, that man. He knows if you and I can settle down into a relationship, can relax and spend our free time on something other than basic survival, the rest of the people will see that and accept we actually have a chance out here in space. I'm glad he chose us to play matchmaker for us. -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 15:57 LT - 275 Days PEO

To: John

      So am I. -- Love, Helena

 

 

Time/Date: 08:45 LT - 281 Days PEO

To: All Alphan Personnel

From: Koenig.J@MainMission.Alpha.org

Subject: Service

 

A memorial service for Technician Michael Kelly, the only fatality due to our recent encounter with the giant space brain, will be held at 1900 hours today in Rec Room One. Please attend if possible.

 

Commander John Koenig

 

 

Time/Date: 09:04 LT - 286 Days PEO

To: Helena

      When can I see you? I hate being on different duty shifts. -- John

 

Time/Date: 11:46 LT - 286 Days PEO

To: John

      You're the Commander, talk to whomever draws up the duty roster. I miss you too. -- Love, Helena

 

Time/Date: 13:56 LT - 286 Days PEO

To: Helena

      I did. The computer program randomly shifts things around. -- John

 

Time/Date: 14:49 LT - 286 Days PEO

To: John

      Talk to Kano. Bribe him if you have to. Five days of this is more than enough. -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 15:03 LT - 286 Days PEO

To: Helena

      If I talk to Kano, word will somehow get out about us. I like keeping our relationship as private as possible. But, I'll see what I can do. -- John

 

Time/Date: 15:27 LT - 286 Days PEO

To: John

      The new duty roster came out. I have tomorrow off, then I'm back on "A" shift. Did you have to bribe Kano? -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 16:00 LT - 286 Days PEO

To: Helena

      No, but he was smiling a great deal when I talked to him about it. My schedule for tomorrow is the same as yours. My quarters or yours? -- John

 

Time/Date: 16:34 LT - 286 Days PEO

To: John

      Mine. Less chance of being found and disturbed - relatively. -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 17:01 LT - 286 Days PEO

To: Helena

      I'll be there. -- John

 

Time/Date: 11:00 LT - 288 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Now that's more like it. I'll find some way to keep us on the same shift from now on. -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 13:06 LT - 288 Days PEO

To: John

      You're the Commander... --  Love, Helena

 P.S. I'm very glad the walls of Alpha are soundproofed, or my neighbors would certainly know about us after last night. :))

 

Time/Date: 17:03 LT - 292 Days PEO

To: Helena

      I need to see you, to hold you. I keep remembering how close you came to never leaving that Darian ship. I need to know you're all right and unharmed. -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 17:47 LT - 292 Days PEO

To: John

      And I need you to hold me. My quarters. -- Love, Helena

 

Time/Date: 06:45 LT - 293 Days PEO

To: Russell.H@MedicalCenter.Alpha.org

From: Bergman.V@Lab1.Alpha.org

Subject:

     

Helena, my dear, I hope you are faring well after our return from the Darian ship. John was most determined that you not be harmed in any way by the treatment you were subjected to while there. When your revival was in doubt, John came closer to violence than I have ever seen him. He is a man with a volatile temper that he allows to surface but does not unleash very often. He is also a man with a very deep and intense love for you. No matter what may happen to us here on Alpha, never doubt John's love for you.

      Call me if you should need to talk, about anything. I will always have time for a chat with a dear and treasured friend.

 

Affectionately,

Victor Bergman

 

Time/Date: 16:48 LT - 295 Days PEO

To: Helena

      I'm sorry. Forgive me? -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 17:04 LT - 295 Days PEO

To: John

      Belief in and loyalty to a friend is nothing to apologize for, John. Perhaps, if I knew Tony Cellini from something other than his medical and psychological profile, I would understand more completely your belief in him. I would like to know him better -- as your friend, and perhaps, eventually, mine. I hope we will have a chance when this is all cleared up.

      The plant is doing wonderfully. Come see where I put it. -- Love, Helena

 

Time/Date: 08:47 LT - 297 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Will you come to Tony Cellini's memorial service with me? I don't know as I can do it alone. -- John

 

 

Date/Time: 08:49 LT - 297 Days PEO

To: All Alphan Personnel

From: Koenig.J@MainMission.Alpha.org

Subject: Memorial service

 

Memorial Services for Tony Cellini will be held at 2100 hours tomorrow in the Observation Room. Victor Bergman will deliver the Eulogy.

 

Commander John Koenig

 

 

Time/Date: 09:07 LT - 297 Days PEO

To: John

      Of course I will be there with you. -- Love, Helena

 

Time/Date: 10:45 LT - 299 Days PEO

To: John

      John, about this status report responsibility you want me to take on. Are you sure? I don't mind doing it, but... wouldn't someone more objective, like Victor or Paul or Sandra be better for the job? -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 10:47 LT - 299 Days PEO

To: Helena

      After reading your report concerning Tony and his dragon, I'm sure you are the right person, Helena. I could make it an order, "Doctor"... ;) -- John

 

Time/Date: 11:36 LT - 299 Days PEO

To: John

      All right, I'll do it, but no complaints if it takes time away from us. -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 14:02 LT - 299 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Okay, no complaints -- well, not many. Dinner tonight? -- John

 

Time/Date: 15:16 LT - 299 Days PEO

To: John

      My quarters. I like the privacy. -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 16:00 LT - 302 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Helena, come to Main Mission when you've had a chance to investigate more fully Life Support status. I want to discuss our options in regards to Arkadia and Alpha. -- John

 

Time/Date: 14:04 LT - 304 Days PEO

To: Helena

      If anyone on Alpha had doubts as to my feelings for you, they were eliminated after Luke and Anna took you hostage. I know Paul, Alan, and even Victor were questioning my motives. Only when they learned I'd put a trace on those supplies did they realize I was acting for the benefit of Alpha, as well as for your safety. But I no longer care who knows how much I love you. It's part of who I am, part of how I command this base, and the very best part of my life. -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 15:04 LT - 304 Days PEO

To: John

      I love you. -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 16:03 LT - 307 Days PEO

To: John

      You did very well writing up the events of Arkadia. Some very eloquent prose. Sure you don't want the Status report job? -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 17:47 LT - 307 Days PEO

To: Helena

      I'm sure, but I'll be happy to consult with you on a regular basis. -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 08:36 LT - 308 Days PEO

To: John

      How regular? -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 11:37 LT - 308 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Nightly? -- John

 

Time/Date: 18:25 LT - 308 Days PEO

To: John

      You've got yourself a consulting job. -- Love, Helena

 

 

Time/Date: 09:03 LT - 325 Days PEO

To: All Sections Alpha

From: Koenig.J@MainMission.Alpha.org

Subject: Move

 

Due to structural problems and safety concerns, all above ground Moonbase Alpha facilities, including Main Mission, will be permanently closed and sealed off, materials to be used for repair and expansion of below ground facilities. Maintenance and Technical sections are asking for volunteers to assist with moving equipment and fixtures to the smaller, below ground Command Center, which has been designated as the new control center of the base. Any equipment that is not of immediate use in Command Center will be evenly divided between all other sections. Please contact Paul Morrow via inter base e-mail to volunteer your time or request equipment. Thank you.

 

Commander John Koenig

 

 

Time/Date: 15:38 LT - 327 Days PEO

To: John

      I'm going to miss the windows in Medical Center, and the privacy of your office. Will we have a chance to use it once more? -- Love, Helena

 

Time/Date: 13:39 LT - 328 Days PEO

To: Helena

      The lock still works and the content isn't scheduled to be moved for another two days. I'll bring the wine and meet you there at 2200 hours. -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 15:02 LT - 328 Days PEO

To: John

      Sounds wonderful. -- Love, Helena

 

Time/Date: 09:36 LT - 330 Days PEO

To: Helena

      I'm going to really miss our late night private meetings in my office. Any ideas of where else we could go? -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 09:59 LT - 330 Days PEO

To: John

      I'll give it some thought. -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 10:45 LT - 331 Days PEO

To: John

      The Observation Room? -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 11:48 LT - 331 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Too public. My new "office" is barely big enough to hold a desk and a chair. I think it was designed as a closet. -- John

 

Time/Date: 15:39 LT - 331 Days PEO

To: Helena

      A closet then? Or is that too clichéd? -- John

 

Time/Date: 10:36 LT - 332 Days PEO

To: John

      Yes, too clichéd. We're above that. -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 17:04 LT - 333 Days PEO

To: Helena

      True. The back of an Eagle? -- John

 

Time/Date: 07:49 LT - 334 Days PEO

To: John

      Ha-ha. I'd feel like I was in high school again, making out in the back of the car. Let's wait and see what happens. An idea is bound to occur to one of us. -- Love, Helena

 

Time/Date: 14:39 LT - 335 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Okay. How are the new medical facilities? -- John

 

Time/Date: 13:36 LT - 336 Days PEO

To: John

      We've settled in nicely. Stop by and have a look. My new office at least has room for a couch. -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 18:48 LT - 337 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Your office it is, then. We'll 'consult'. -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 09:49 LT - 338 Days PEO

To: Helena

From: Koenig.J@CommandCenter.Alpha.org

      Command Center became fully operational about five minutes ago. Thought I'd check to see if the e-mail is working. It was giving Kano fits. -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 09:57 LT - 338 Days PEO

To: KoenigJ@CommandCenter.Alpha.org

      It works, John. Tell Kano to take the rest of the day off -- medical orders. Not that he'll listen... See you later tonight? -- Love, Helena

 

Time/Date: 14:23 LT - 338 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Yes. I'll come by about 2030. -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 11:35 LT - 340 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Are you going to Bill and Annette's wedding this evening? -- John

 

Time/Date: 14:57 LT - 340 Days PEO

To: John

      Yes, if I can get away. Need a date? -- Love, Helena

 

Time/Date: 15:01 LT - 340 Days PEO

To: Helena

      I would love to have you as my 'date' at the wedding. May I have every dance? -- John

 

Time/Date: 15:36 LT - 340 Days PEO

To: John

      Of course, especially if they are slow ones. -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 08:47 LT - 341 Days PEO

To: Helena

      I know it's rude to the bridal couple, but I couldn't take my eyes off you at the Fraser wedding. It's giving me ideas. -- John

 

Time/Date: 09:47 LT - 341 Days PEO

To: John

      What kind of ideas? -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 11:47 LT - 341 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Very romantic, very... erotic. Want to go away for the weekend? -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 13:54 LT - 341 Days PEO

To: John

      And just where would we go? -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 14:49 LT - 341 Days PEO

To: Helena

      That will be my surprise. Can you get someone to cover your duty shifts for three days? -- John

 

Time/Date: 14:59 LT - 341 Days PEO

To: John

      Yes, but I'll be working Gamma shift for a week... --  Helena

 

Time/Date: 15:08 LT - 341 Days PEO

To: Helena

      So will I, but I promise you it will be worth it. Can you leave in three days? -- John

 

Time/Date: 15:49 LT - 341 Days PEO

To: John

      Yes, but tell me one thing -- do I need to pack my bathing suit? -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 16:04 LT - 341 Days PEO

To: Helena

      No, just you. -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 16:47 LT - 341 Days PEO

To: Helena

      ... Don't lock me out, but we'll have to postpone our weekend away. We have a new contact, a planet. Readings are not clear and until we know more, I feel uneasy about leaving the base. Forgive me? -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 17:36 LT - 341 Days PEO

To: John

      Yes, and you're not locked out. I get off duty at 1800. Come by if you can. -- Love, Helena

 

Time/Date: 09:23 LT - 342 Days PEO

To: Helena 

      I'd like you to join us on the reconn to that planet. We're getting strong readings of terranium that I'd like you to verify. -- John

 

Time/Date: 09:37 LT - 342 Days PEO

To: John

      See, we are getting away -- just not alone. -- Love, Helena

 

Time/Date: 17:00 LT - 347 Days PEO

To: John

      I've completed my initial exam of Maya. There are some minor differences, a few basic needs we'll have to monitor and adjust for in her diet, but over all she is compatible with humans. She is frightened and uncertain, though. Could you stop and see her after you're done in Command Center? -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 17:35 LT - 347 Days PEO

To: Helena

      I'll see Maya, then take you to dinner. -- John

 

Time/Date: 17:56 LT - 347 Days PEO

To: John

      No, let's eat in. I don't feel up to facing all those questions about Picard and Torrens. -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 18:03 LT - 347 Days PEO

To: Helena

      All right. -- John

 

 

Time/Date: 18:15 LT - 347 Days PEO

To: All Alphan Personnel

From: Koenig.J@CommandCenter.Alpha.org

Subject: Services

 

Memorial services for Lew Picard and Jose' Torrens will be held at 1900 hours tomorrow evening in Rec Room Two.

 

Commander John Koenig

 

 

Time/Date: 14:00 LT - 357 Days PEO

To: John

      I may be late for dinner tonight, John. Maya is coming in for another series of tests and exams this afternoon. I'm not sure how long it will take. Her immune system seems to be linked to her metamorphic abilities. It may get quite involved. Will you be in your quarters later? -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 14:46 LT - 357 Days PEO

To: Helena

      I have a late meeting with Tony Verdeschi, but hope to be done by 2000. Call me. -- John

 

 

Time/Date: 09:04 LT - 365 Days PEO

To: All Moonbase Alpha Personnel

From: Koenig.J@CommandCenter.Alpha.org

Subject: Anniversary

 

In commemoration of the one year anniversary of Breakaway, all Alphan personnel are invited to attend the gathering in Rec Room Two beginning at 1600 hours tomorrow. We shall be remembering friends and fellow Alphans who are no longer with us, sharing our hopes and fears of the past year, along with our dreams of the future. Come help us cement our unity as a community and celebrate our survival. Refreshments will be available.

 

Commander John Koenig

 

 

Time/Date: 13:04 LT - 372 Days PEO

To: John

      Meet me in the Observation Room when you can get away from Command Center, John. -- Love, Helena

 

Time/Date: 14:02 LT - 372 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Spending an evening strolling under the stars in the Observation Room has never been so appealing, Helena. I'll be there by 2100. -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 12:49 LT - 389 Days PEO

To: Helena

      ... I need some help with your new nose. -- John

 

Time/Date: 14:58 LT - 389 Days PEO

To: John

      Come to my quarters - and bring your own clay. -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 15:04 LT - 389 Days PEO

To: Helena

      I like the real thing better than the clay replica, but... do I still get to keep the bust? -- John

 

Time/Date: 15:34 LT - 389 Days PEO

To: John

      Wouldn't you rather keep the real thing? -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 16:06 LT - 389 Days PEO

To: Helena

      I'm greedy. I want both. -- John

 

Time/Date: 17:35 LT - 390 Days PEO

To: John

      You've got it. We'll both be in your quarters after duty tonight, and this time you'd _better_ be able to tell the difference! -- Love, Helena

 

Time/Date: 09:47 LT - 395 Days PEO

To: Helena

      You have quite a talent for surprises, Helena. Last night was wonderful, thank you. I love you. -- John

 

Time/Date: 11:49 LT - 395 Days PEO

To: John

      Something different now and again is always good for the love life. I love you as well. -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 07:59 LT - 402 Days PEO

To: John

      John, there are all sorts of rumors buzzing about the base concerning us. What happened while I was on Vega? -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 13:47 LT - 402 Days PEO

To: Helena

      I admitted to a total stranger - Zamara - that I loved you. At the time I didn't care who knew or how exaggerated the reports about it became. I just wanted to be with you on Vega, to keep you safe. -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 14:47 LT - 402 Days PEO

To: John

      I love you too. -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 14:48 LT - 410 Days PEO

To: John

      Would you mind if we postponed dinner until tomorrow night? I'm worried about Michelle Osgood. I need to do some research on alternative procedures and options for her mechanical heart. -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 15:03 LT - 410 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Tomorrow is fine. Is Michelle in Medical Center? -- John

 

Time/Date: 15:49 LT - 410 Days PEO

To: John

      Not yet, but it won't be long until I have to confine her. I see no other way to keep her alive until we can perfect this artificial heart for her.

      Come to my quarters. I'll have a surprise. -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 17:25 LT - 429 Days PEO

To: John

      Neutrino transmissions from Earth. I'm sad to learn there is no longer autumn color in New England. It was breathtaking. -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 13:04 LT - 435 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Ben just told me he released you to quarters, with orders to rest, but he said nothing about visitors. Mind if I come by? -- John

 

Time/Date: 14:49 LT - 435 Days PEO

To: John

      I don't mind if you come by. I don't mind if you stay. Are you and Alan all right? -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 15:02 LT - 435 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Yes. No signs of viral pneumonia for either of us, just a bit of smoke in the lungs from the fire. -- John

 

Time/Date: 15:24 LT - 435 Days PEO

To: John

      Good. I was worried about both of you. -- Love, Helena

 

Time/Date: 15:37 LT - 435 Days PEO

To: Helena

      And I about you. Had you not made it back, I'd not have wanted to be rescued from Scotland. -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 13:39 LT - 440 Days PEO

To: John

      Ben is allowing me back on full duty tomorrow. Shall we celebrate tonight? -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 13:56 LT - 440 Days PEO

To: Helena

      What did you have in mind? -- John

 

Time/Date: 14:12 LT - 440 Days PEO

To: John

      Surprise me. It is your turn. -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 09:35 LT - 465 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Let's try this again. Can you clear your schedule for a week to ten days? Some of the out lying structures are due for checking and maintenance. I said I'd go -- something different to do -- and I'd like you to come along. -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 16:54 LT - 465 Days PEO

To: John

      I've cleared ten days, beginning three days from now. What should I pack? -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 17:00 LT - 465 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Surprise me. -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 08:00 LT - 478 Days PEO

To: John

      Did you have as much trouble getting back into uniform this morning as I did? It was a lovely ten days away. Thank you. I _definitely_ love you. -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 11:56 LT - 478 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Yes, I did -- sometimes I hate these uniforms. I liked what you were wearing the other night much better. Dinner tonight? -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 13:48 LT - 478 Days PEO

To: John

      Yes to dinner -- 1900 my quarters. -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 10:38 LT - 495 Days PEO

To: Helena

      I'm going on a reconn flight to investigate the hotter region of space we're heading into. Care to join me? -- John

 

Time/Date: 14:47 LT - 495 Days PEO

To: John

      I'd love to, but I can't. Michelle Osgood is getting worse, and Pat is none too stable or reasonable right now. I'd better stay here and work on some way to help her. I'll miss you. -- Love, Helena

 

Time/Date: 15:02 LT - 495 Days PEO

To: Helena

      I don't leave until tomorrow. Tonight? -- John

 

Time/Date: 15:54 LT - 495 Days PEO

To: John

      Yes. -- Love, Helena

 

Time/Date: 11:34 LT - 500 Days PEO

To: Helena

      I'm glad that fire storm passed Alpha with so little damage caused. How's Michelle? -- John

 

Time/Date: 13:37 LT - 500 Days PEO

To: John

      So am I -- the only time I ever want to be that hot and sweaty again is when you and I get there together. Michelle will be fine, Pat too. -- Love, Helena

 

Time/Date: 14:36 LT - 510 Days PEO

To: John

      I need to see you, John, make sure you're all right, make sure you're... you. – Helena

 

Time/Date: 14:46 LT - 510 Days PEO

To: Helena

      I'm fine, Helena, but it may be awhile before I can look in the mirror again and not think about the heart of Kalthon, and what nearly happened to us because of it. I'll come by your quarters as soon as I can. -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 15:03 LT - 510 Days PEO

To: John

      The only heart I care about right now is yours. -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 15:49 LT - 510 Days PEO

To: Helena

      My heart is fine, and it belongs to you. That image creature could never have known or comprehended - or cared - how much I love you. -- John

 

Time/Date: 16:03 LT - 510 Days PEO

To: John

      That's what gave it away, why I _knew_ it wasn't you. Tonight? -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 16:54 LT - 510 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Yes. -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 15:23 LT - 560 Days PEO

To: John

      I love you with all that I am, but sometimes... What were you thinking? -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 07:59 LT - 561 days PEO

To: Helena

      I was thinking of us. I apologize if I embarrassed you. -- John

 

Time/Date: 09:58 LT - 561 days PEO

To: John

      I wasn't embarrassed, I just... would rather keep our private life private. I've never been comfortable with public displays of affection. I love you and I don't care who knows it, but I do care who _sees_ it. -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 11:45 LT - 561 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Would you rather I kept my hands off you except when we're behind closed doors? -- John

 

Time/Date: 09:38 LT - 562 days PEO

To: John

      No, but I would appreciate discretion. -- Love, Helena

 

Time/Date: 17:34 LT - 563 Days PEO

To: Helena

      So I have a case of raging hormones... I think we'd better talk about this further, in more depth. I don't want you to feel uncomfortable, but I also want to be able to fully express my love for you - no matter where we are or who may be around. I've always been a very tactile person, Helena. I need to be able to touch you, embrace you, hold you. -- John

 

Time/Date: 11:34 LT - 564 Days PEO

To: John

      I understand that, John, and I don't want you to change, it's part of who you are, part of the man I love. Yes, we do need to talk. -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 13:43 LT - 564 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Our talk will have to wait. Long range sensor scans have detected millgonite on the planet we're nearing. I'd like you on the reconn team. – John

 

Time/Date: 14:04 LT - 564 Days PEO

To: John   

      All right. Will we have a chance to talk on the way down or the way back? -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 16:49 LT - 564 Days PEO

To: Helena

      We can arrange it. -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 08:09 LT - 568 Days PEO

To: John

      I'm sorry I made such a fuss. Having you hold me, feeling your arms about me after I escaped from that rock negates any discomfort I may have because other people were around to witness it. Will you forgive me? -- Love, Helena

 

Time/Date: 12:04 LT - 568 Days PEO

To: Helena

      My quarters tonight and I'll show you how much I forgive you. -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 13:47 LT - 575 Days PEO

To: John

      If I don't start spending some nights in my own rooms, I'll forget what they look like. Besides, I think they need dusting. Let's make it my quarters tonight. -- Love, Helena

 

Time/Date: 14:00 LT - 575 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Okay. Your couch is more comfortable anyway. -- John

 

Time/Date: 14:42 LT - 575 Days PEO

To: John

      You're planning to sleep on the couch, then? -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 15:02 LT - 575 Days PEO

To: Helena

      No, nor am I planning to sleep. -- John

 

Time/Date: 09:38 LT - 588 Days PEO

To: Helena

      I'm glad you didn't fall asleep after dinner as Taybor did. -- John

 

Time/Date: 10:04 LT - 588 Days PEO

To: John

      Mmmm, so am I. -- Love, Helena

 

Time/Date: 11:43 LT - 597 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Are you sure making this replica Maya for Taybor is a good idea? I get the feeling he won't settle for an imitation. -- John

 

Time/Date: 12:54 LT - 597 Days PEO

To: John

      I agree, but we must try. We certainly can't let him have the original! -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 13:56 LT - 597 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Agreed. Never. I don't trust him. -- John

 

Time/Date: 14:56 LT - 597 Days PEO

To: John

      Neither do I. Are you free for dinner? -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 15:49 LT - 597 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Yes, and the rest of the evening as well. -- John

 

Time/Date: 12:54 LT - 601 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Are you planning to trade anything with Taybor? -- John

 

Time/Date: 13:45 LT - 601 Days PEO

To: John

      No. You're the only thing on this base I truly value or treasure. So far I have no reason to 'trade you in' for something better. -- Love, Helena

 

Time/Date: 14:49 LT - 601 Days PEO

To: Helena

      I love you. -- John

 

Time/Date: 10:23 LT - 604 days PEO

To: John

      Still thinking about Taybor's perfume? -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 11:04 LT - 604 Days PEO

To: Helena

      No. Last night proved to me, beyond all doubt, that we definitely do _not_ need it! -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 15:09 LT - 604 days PEO

To: John

      That was just the beginning. -- Love, Helena

 

Time/Date: 08:39 LT - 611 Days PEO

To: Helena

      I am definitely convinced. Too many more nights like the last couple and you'll have to put me in Medical Center for physical exhaustion. You have completely put Taybor's perfume out of my thoughts. -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 09:16 LT - 611 Days PEO

To: John

      Told you we didn't need it. Should you need to be put in Medical Center, I can arrange for a private room. -- Love, Helena

 

Time/Date: 10:37 LT - 611 Days PEO

To: Helena

      That would defeat the purpose of putting me in Medical, wouldn't it? -- John 

 

Time/Date: 13:42 LT - 611 Days PEO

To: John

      I know.... :)) -- Love, Helena

 

Time/Date: 14:52 LT - 639 Days PEO 

To: Helena

      Are you sure you don't mind my going off on Reconn without you? -- John

 

Time/Date: 15:04 LT - 639 Days PEO

To: John

      Of course I mind, but I also know it's part of your job, part of who you are. You'd be bored to tears and very unhappy if you had to stay in Command Center all the time. And I'd be equally unhappy. I wish I could go with you, but if there is even a chance of finding that terranium we need, I should be here. I'll miss you. -- Love, Helena

 

Time/Date: 15:46 LT - 639 Days PEO

To: Helena

      And I you. -- John

 

Time/Date: 12:53 LT - 647 Days PEO

To: Helena

      I still find it hard to believe the moon was used as a base for observation of the Earth so long ago. Yet Pasc and Etrec are proof. I regret not having met Pasc, and admire him for making such a sacrifice in order for his son to survive and return to their own people... Are you all right? -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 13:46 LT - 647 Days PEO

To: John

      Yes,... I will be. Tonight? -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 14:03 LT - 647 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Of course. I love you. -- John

 

Time/Date: 13:42 LT - 775 Days PEO

To: Helena 

      Are you as tired of this seemingly endless quiet period as I am? An alien contact or some interesting readings from long range scanners would be nice. I'd even welcome some of the stress that came from playing the ILFC and Space Commission political games back on Earth. -- John

 

Time/Date: 07:58 LT - 776 Days PEO

To: John

      You are bored. You could give yourself a vacation. -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 14:32 LT - 776 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Can't... not my turn. -- John

 

Time/Date: 10:36 LT - 777 Days PEO

To: John

      Have you thought about the advantages of being on Alpha? -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 14:32 LT - 777 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Advantages - other than you? -- John

 

Time/Date: 15:07 LT - 777 Days PEO

To: John

      Yes. Think about it. If we were on Earth, we could be fighting about money, or relatives, or careers interfering in our private life or who I chatted with too long while you looked at someone else with more than just a little casual interest at some boring party, or where to live, or where to go/not go on holiday... The list could be endless. -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 12:49 LT - 778 Days PEO

To: Helena

      True, but it would be more exciting than this current lack of activity. Are you the jealous type? -- John

 

Time/Date: 15:43 LT - 778 Days PEO

To: John

      No, but I'm not one to look the other why either. Why, have you a roving eye? -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 16:03 LT - 778 Days PEO

To: Helena

      No - you're all I could ever want to fill my field of vision - and my dreams. -- John

 

Time/Date: 18:47 LT - 780 Days PEO

To: John

      Care to elaborate about those dreams I fill? -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 19:00 LT - 780 Days PEO

To: Helena

      I'd rather show you. -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 13:36 LT - 895 Days PEO

To: John

      I hope your experiences on Luton won't prevent you from giving me flowers on my birthday. -- Love, Helena

 

Time/Date: 14:49 LT - 895 Days PEO

To: Helena

      I think I can manage it by then. Is that a hint? -- John

 

Time/Date: 09:39 LT - 896 Days PEO

To: John

      No, just wondering if you might be developing a phobia that needs treating. -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 11:43 LT - 896 Days PEO

To: Helena

      I thought Mathias handled the psychological cases. -- John

 

Time/Date: 14:32 LT - 896 Days PEO

To: John

      He does, but I do keep an eye on you. Personal reasons. -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 15:38 LT - 925 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Sorry you won't be able to make the concert tonight. It's not the same without you. -- John

 

Time/Date: 15:49 LT - 925 Days PEO

To: John

      How did you know I won't be able to attend the concert tonight? I just realized it myself. -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 16:02 LT - 925 Days PEO

To: Helena

      A feeling I had. Maybe I'm psychic. -- John

 

Time/Date: 12:54 LT - 929 Days PEO

To: John

      > Maybe I'm psychic. 

      You are, my tests confirmed it. Are you all right? -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 16:36 LT - 935 Days PEO

To: Helena

      I think so - just tired. Does the Lambda Variable occur often? -- John

 

Time/Date: 16:58 LT - 935 Days PEO

To: John

      In your case, the latent ESP tendencies needed outside stimulation to kick your receptiveness into high gear. You may retain a small amount of your sensitivity, but for the most part, without that alien influence, you should return to normal and be all right. I wish I could say the same about Carolyn Powell. -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 09:45 LT - 937 Days PEO

To: Helena

      How is Carolyn? -- John

 

Time/Date: 14:36 LT - 938 Days PEO

To: John

      Still sedated. Victor and Maya have both agreed to help with her re-education. -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 15:03 LT - 938 Days PEO

To: Helena

      I'm not surprised. -- John

 

 

Time/Date: 15:30 LT - 938 Days PEO

To: All Alphan Personnel

From: Koenig.J@CommandCenter.Alpha.org

Subject: Services

 

Memorial services for Sally Martin and Mark Sanders will be held at 2100 hours in Rec Room Two this evening. Anyone who is free is encouraged to attend.

 

Commander John Koenig

 

 

Time/Date: 09:03 LT - 939 Days PEO

To: All Alphan Personnel

From: Russell.H@MedicalCenter.Alpha.org

Subject: Carolyn Powell

 

Those who have expressed a desire to assist with Carolyn Powell's re-education and development should contact Professor Victor Bergman. He and Maya will be heading the project and organizing volunteers. Your willingness to help in this matter is most appreciated.

 

Helena Russell, MD, CMS

 

 

Time/Date: 15:39 LT - 960 Days PEO

To: John

      It's fascinating to watch Carolyn's re-education and see her develop different interests. She and Bob Mathias have spent a good amount of time together and he suspects she may - this time - select to take degrees in chemistry and biology instead of physics and engineering. It's too early to be certain, but she's showing very little interest in her previous areas of research. -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 16:03 LT - 960 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Victor has been keeping me up-dated on Carolyn's progress as well. I'm glad it's going so well for her. Are you free tonight? -- John

 

Time/Date: 16:34 LT - 960 Days PEO

To: John

      Not tonight, but I have two days off beginning tomorrow. Care to help me enjoy them? -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 16:58 LT - 960 Days PEO

To: Helena

      We'll both enjoy them. -- John

 

Time/Date: 12:53 LT - 972 Days PEO

To: Helena

      I'm still quite puzzled as to why Magus didn't think you and I were right for one another. Do you suppose it really was due to our personality traits? -- John

 

Time/Date: 13:54 LT - 972 Days PEO

To: John

      Maybe, but more I think it was Magus trying to impress us and confuse us so we wouldn't see through his deceptions and exploit his weaknesses. And I'm relieved we were able to do just that before any of us were caused to do things against our individual wills; to submit to his choices rather than our own. -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 07:48 LT - 974 Days PEO

To: Helena

      My choice - almost from day one - has been you. As I was being manipulated, forced to kiss Maya, my thoughts were of you; wishing it was you I held in my arms and not wanting anything more to happen that would hurt you. I've never loved anyone as I love you. Nor will I again. -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 15:37 LT - 974 Days PEO

To: John

      I love you as well. -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 06:59 LT - 1005 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Have you thought about our moving in together? -- John

 

Time/Date: 09:46 LT - 1005 Days PEO

To: John

      Yes, but... I don't think either of us is ready. We both need a place to retreat in privacy -- away from our offices and the main source of stress -- when needed. Our jobs here on Alpha demand that, and I'm uncertain we could maintain that crucial privacy within the give and take needed when living together. -- Love, Helena

 

Time/Date: 08:45 LT - 1009 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Yes, I know you're right, and while I love you with all that I am and love being with you, there are times when I do need to be completely alone. Maybe later? -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 15:23 LT - 1010 Days PEO

To: John

      Yes, maybe later. And there's nothing wrong with the system we have now. Works quite well. -- Love, Helena

 

Time/Date: 23:45 LT - 1032 Days PEO

To: John

      I'm sending this with the hope that - by some miracle - you'll find the right 'door' in space and will be brought back to Alpha - to me - via the warp that has separated us. Were it not for Maya's illness and the fact I must stay alert and focused for her, I believe I would have fallen apart by now. I know that sounds callous, using someone else's need to aid myself, but... I don't know of any other way to keep going. Work saved me after Lee was lost, perhaps it will again... Come home to me, John. I do not want to face a life on this base, out here in space, without you. I need you beside me to help make me complete. I love you. -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 21:37 LT - 1033 Days PEO

To: Helena

      I love you as well, Helena. Come to my quarters when you can. I think I need to hold you close as much as you need me to hold you. -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 12:53 LT - 1035 Days PEO

To: Helena

      I wish we could get away - anywhere - for even a few days, but the damage done when we went through that space warp needs my attention, and Victor and Maya are picking my brains for all the little details I remember about putting that space warp locator into operation. Save me! -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 14:56 LT - 1035 Days PEO

To: John

      I know we can't get away, but what about a little diversion while still here on the base? Will a romantic dinner, some dancing and an early night help? -- Love, Helena

 

Time/Date: 15:00 LT - 1035 Days PEO

To: Helena

      It certainly will. -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 11:48 LT - 1152 Days PEO

To: Helena

      We may have used up all our off duty time thanks to Brian, but we _are_ still on the same shift. Will I see you tonight? -- John

 

Time/Date: 14:32 LT - 1152 Days PEO

To: John

      Yes. We still haven't worked out all the aspects of Brian's love test. -- Love, Helena  P.S. Thank you.

 

Time/Date: 09:34 LT - 1153 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Any time. -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 14:37 LT - 1222 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Are you free to attend the concert tomorrow? Paul Morrow on guitar and Victor on violin can't be missed. -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 14:48 LT - 1222 Days PEO

To: John

      Yes, I'm free to attend -- unless someone decides they need a doctor. -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 15:02 LT - 1222 Days PEO

To: Helena

      I always need a doctor, but not necessarily in any medical capacity. -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 16:39 LT - 1222 Days PEO

To: John

      Sure you want to _attend_ the concert? We could listen to it over the base system. -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 16:54 LT - 1222 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Yes, we should attend, but maybe we can slip out early. Victor will understand. -- Love, John

     

Time/Date: 14:23 LT - 1265 Days PEO

To: John

      Sometimes, Commander, your romantic streak is overwhelming. Meet me in the Observation Room. -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 10:03 LT - 1266 Days PEO

To: John

      I was more than a little distracted last night. When did you say that report is due? -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 11:34 LT - 1266 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Next week, but if you finish it early, you get bonus points. -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 12:54 LT - 1266 days PEO

To: John

      And these bonus points are good for...? -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 14:56 LT - 1266 Days PEO

To: Helena

      A long, uninterrupted weekend alone with the commander of your choice. -- John

 

Time/Date: 15:45 LT - 1266 Days PEO

To: John

      Oh, it will be so hard to make a choice... You'll have the report tomorrow. – Helena

 

Time/Date: 14:37 LT - 1280 Days PEO

To: John

      Could you pop in to check on Victor? He claims he's all right, but he took a nasty tumble when that shock wave hit us. I'll be in Medical Center another three to four hours -- minor injuries all, but I want to be sure. Thanks, John. -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 15:04 LT - 1280 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Victor should be on his way to see you right now. As his C.O. I ordered him to Medical, as his friend I asked him -- so both you and I will feel better knowing he's been checked out. -- John

 

Time/Date: 17:38 LT - 1280 Days PEO

To: John

      Thank you -- Victor had a sprained wrist from the fall he took. He'll be fine. -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 12:43 LT - 1287 Days PEO

To: Helena

      These shock waves are getting more frequent and stronger. Alan, Maya and I are going out to investigate. -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 14:43 LT - 1287 Days PEO

To: John

      Wish I could see you off, but Medical Center is far from slow these days. Be very careful, John. I'll miss you and want to see you back here in one piece. I love you. -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 17:34 LT - 1290 Days PEO

To: John

      I wish there were some way to thank those beautiful, naked and green aliens for controlling the last explosion and sending you back to Alpha - to me - unharmed. -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 17:49 LT - 1290 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Come to my quarters after duty and we'll celebrate -- Alpha's survival and my return. -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 09:04 LT - 1291 Days PEO

To: John

      We can celebrate like that any time you wish - even if there is nothing much to celebrate. I think everyone has a pretty good idea of what we did last night - I can't stop smiling to myself. -- Love, Helena

 

Time/Date: 09:27 LT - 1291 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Yeah, I know. -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 10:35 LT - 1309 days PEO

To: Helena

      Are you all right? Ben said you've been on sick call for three days. Can I help? -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 14:32 LT - 1309 Days PEO

To: John

      I'm fine, I just needed some time to myself, John. Were we still on Earth, I'd have rented a hotel room and curled up with a trashy romance novel and a box of expensive Belgian chocolates and just hid out for awhile. I'm okay now. Meet me for dinner? -- Love, Helena

 

Time/Date: 15:04 LT - 1309 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Of course. Shall I order in? -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 15:48 LT - 1309 Days PEO

To: John

      Yes, please. I'll be waiting in your quarters when you get off duty. Any chance we can get away again soon? -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 16:03 LT - 1309 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Yes, the out buildings should be checked for damage from the shock waves. Shall I volunteer us? -- John

 

Time/Date: 10:39 LT - 1311 Days PEO

To: John

      I really had something with less work and more relaxation in mind, but yes, volunteer us. Away is away, after all. -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 10:49 LT - 1437 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Sorry about it being so much work and very little time for each other. None of us anticipated that much damage being done by the shock waves. -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 15:49 LT - 1437 Days PEO

To: John

      It was a learning experience -- but if I never see another circuit board, it will be too soon. Even with all the work, it was nice to get away and have you as the only other living being about for hundreds of kilometers. -- Love, Helena

 

Time/Date: 10:43 LT - 1500 Days PEO

To: John

      I need to see you. We may have an epidemic beginning, but I'm not able to trace the source. My office ASAP! -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 16:32 LT - 1502 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Do we need to isolate various sections of the base to combat this? -- John

 

Time/Date: 16:39 LT - 1502 Days PEO

To: John

      No one section of the base seems to have a heavier infection rate than any other. Isolating areas now probably won't help. I doubt it ever would have. -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 16:58 LT - 1502 Days PEO

To: Helena

      I know this may sound selfish, but I'm glad you're not recommending isolation procedures. I don't want to be separated from you. Are you okay? -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 19:43 LT - 1502 Days PEO

To: John

      Yes, so far, just tired and no closer to the cause, but I have found something that I think will help those affected to sleep and to lessen the symptoms. -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 09:38 LT - 1506 Days PEO

To: John

      You were breaking all accepted medical procedures in such circumstances, but it was very pleasant to recover from the effects of that beta cloud and wake up to find you beside me in bed. I think we scandalized my entire medical staff. -- Love, Helena

 

Time/Date: 10:05 LT - 1506 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Too bad. Can we continue our recovery together? -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 10:15 LT - 1506 Days PEO

To: John

      I'll be in Life Support most of the day, assessing the damage caused by that creature, but tonight I'm all yours. -- Love, Helena

 

Time/Date: 16:23 LT - 1506 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Mind if we just cuddle and sleep? I'm still tired. -- John

 

Time/Date: 17:32 LT - 1506 Days PEO

To: John

      So am I. Cuddle and sleep it is. -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 14:23 LT - 1524 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Are you sure it was a good idea to release Tony from Medical? He and Shermeen Williams are trying to increase the hops yield. -- John

 

Time/Date: 12:35 LT - 1527 Days PEO

To: John

      Just refuse to taste his brew and you'll be safe. Or, I could write you a doctor's excuse... -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 14:32 LT - 1528 Days PEO

To: Helena

      I'll take the doctor's excuse. Is a physical required? -- John

 

Time/Date: 09:32 LT - 1529 Days PEO

To: John

      You are quite fit, no physical required -- unless you want one... -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 10:28 LT - 1529 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Would you conduct this physical? -- John

 

Time/Date: 11:43 LT - 1529 Days PEO

To: John

      Of course. You think I'll let anyone else get their hands on you? -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 13:43 LT - 1529 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Okay. When and where? -- John

 

Time/Date: 15:32 LT - 1529 days PEO

To: John

      My quarters, 2000 hours. Wear something easy to change out of. -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 16:02 LT - 1529 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Me Tarzan, you Jane? -- John

 

Time/Date: 17:02 LT - 1529 Days PEO

To: John

      Okay, maybe not quite _that_ easy. -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 12:43 LT - 1712 Days PEO

To: John

      Medically it would have been fascinating to study the life cycle of people from Vindrus' universe; see how their life span, lived opposite from ours, affected their philosophy as well as their psychology and medical technology, but not if it meant crossing over to their world to do it. Shermeen is all right, just a little shaken up. -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 14:32 LT - 1712 Days PEO

To: Helena

      I still don't believe the look on Verdeschi's face when Shermeen returned the hops plant to him.  Maya is delighted to have a new means of teasing him. I have to agree with her. -- John

 

Time/Date: 15:02 LT - 1713 Days PEO

To: John

      Does that mean no more beer experiments? -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 15:48 LT - 1713 Days PEO

To: Helena

      We can hope... but I suspect we won't be that lucky. -- John

 

Time/Date: 09:42 LT - 1810 Days PEO

To: John

      Would you mind if I use your case when I present my extended findings regarding the Lambda Variable to the Science Board? Carolyn remembers nothing of her ESP experiences and probably never will. -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 15:32 LT - 1812 Days PEO

To: Helena

      May I think about it? -- John

 

Time/Date: 16:49 LT - 1812 Days PEO

To: John

      Of course. -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 09:49 LT - 1815 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Yes. -- John

 

Time/Date: 11:36 LT - 1815 days PEO

To: John

      Thank you. Will you attend the meeting? -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 16:32 LT - 1816 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Yes - reluctantly. Victor thinks I should be there as well. -- John

 

Time/Date: 17:32 LT - 1816 Days PEO

To: John

      As do I. I would appreciate it. -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 17:59 LT - 1816 Days PEO

To: Helena

      I know... all right. -- John

 

Time/Date: 08:59 LT - 1817 Days PEO

To: John

      Thank you. I love you. -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 08:49 LT - 1897 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Did you have a message from 'The Alphan Poet' this morning? -- John

 

Time/Date: 09:03 LT - 1897 Days PEO

To: John

      Yes, and it made me wish I were coming off duty instead of just going on. That was quite... erotically descriptive. -- Love, Helena

 

Time/Date: 10:43 LT - 1897 Days PEO

To: Helena

      "Descriptive" is very diplomatic, My Love. Graphic and explicit also come to mind. -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 14:23 LT - 1897 Days PEO

To: John

      Inventive too. My place tonight? -- Love, Helena

 

Time/Date: 15:03 LT - 1897 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Absolutely. -- Love, John

 

 

Time/Date: 09:00 LT - 1900 Days PEO

To: Alphan Personnel

From: Russell.H@MedicalCenter.Alpha.org

Subject: Classes

 

Those who receive this message are due for re-certification of your First Aid training. Classes will be conducted by various members of the Medical staff. The schedule is as follows: 

      Basic First Aid ----- 1400-1800 Tuesday (1903 Days PEO)

      Advanced First Aid -- 1400-1800 Wednesday (1904 Days PEO)

      Beginning CPR ------- 1400-1800 Thursday (1905 Days PEO)

      Advanced CPR -------- 1400-1900 Friday (1906 Days PEO)

Attendance at these classes is mandatory and you will be excused from your regular shift duties to participate.

 

Helena Russell, MD, CMS

 

 

Time/Date: 10:04 LT - 1900 Days PEO

To: Helena

      I've never been good with First Aid. May I have some private tutoring as well? -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 11:59 LT - 1900 Days PEO

To: John

      Yes. Doctor Mathias will be teaching the remedial courses. -- Love, Helena

 

Time/Date: 13:43 LT - 1900 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Ha ha... -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 09:00 LT - 1920 Days PEO

To: John

      Base wide physicals and psychological checks indicate no serious side effects or after effects from our encounter with those energy needy creatures. Bartlett is recovering from the loose teeth you gave him and Carter's broken jaw is mending nicely. He says it's a blessing - not having to eat the Alphan food. -- Love, Helena

 

Time/Date: 10:38 LT - 1920 Days PEO

To: Helena

      How long will Carter be wired shut? -- John

 

Time/Date: 14:32 LT - 1920 Days PEO

To: John

      Six to eight weeks. Solid food is not the incentive to heal as it was on Earth. -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 15:58 LT - 1920 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Yeah... I'm glad you were able to find a way to break their telepathic influence on all of us, Helena. I was beginning to doubt my sanity. -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 10:39 LT - 1921 Days PEO

To: John

      I wasn't overly pleased by the possibility of your developing psychological problems; of your having hallucinations. I'm relieved it was us and not you. -- Love, Helena

 

Time/Date: 15:32 LT - 1921 Days PEO

To: Helena

      And if it had been me? -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 13:48 LT - 1922 Days PEO

To: John

      We'd have found a way to treat you and I would still be in love with you. -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 13:59 LT - 1925 Days PEO

To: Helena

      You have an excellent bed-side manner, Doctor Russell. -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 14:32 LT - 1925 Days PEO

To: John

      How does it compare to my in-bed manner? -- Love, Helena

 

Time/Date: 16:48 LT - 1925 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Two totally different things -- no comparison. -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 13:49 LT - 1926 Days PEO

To: John

      You have a pretty good bed-side manner yourself, Commander, very diplomatic. And your in-bed manner has no equal. -- Love, Helena

 

Time/Date: 14:41 LT - 1932 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Maybe we both should have been diplomats. -- John

 

Time/Date: 12:34 LT - 1933 Days PEO

To: John

      And miss the opportunity to have been stuck on this piece of rock together? No way. -- Love, Helena

 

Time/Date: 13:46 LT - 2011 Days PEO

To: John

      Maya is all right, we all are. No permanent injuries as a result of our encounter with Dorzak, just a lot of guilt feelings. I'm aware there was no way I could have known what removing that implant would do, but it changes nothing. I still feel responsible for the deaths of those women. -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 14:32 LT - 2011 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Don't. Sahala doesn't hold you - or anyone - responsible.  Alan told me she's aware of the fact you and others were controlled by Dorzak - just as her own people were. She's grateful we came to understand that and helped to get Dorzak back under control. You did what you had to do. -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 14:47 LT - 2011 Days PEO

To: John

      I know, I keep telling myself that, but it doesn't help to ease the guilt. -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 14:57 LT - 2011 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Don't think about it. Dinner tonight? -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 15:37 LT - 2011 Days PEO

To: John

      ... Yes, but I doubt I'll be very good company. -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 15:47 LT - 2011 Days PEO

To: Helena

      I'll worry about that. -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 17:58 LT - 2011 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Helena, I'll have to cancel our dinner tonight. We've a new contact - possibly a planet, that we've named 'Tora' - and we're headed directly for it. Maya and I are going out to check on it, and see if there is any way we can avoid colliding with it. It's about 36 hours away at present, so we're leaving immediately. Back as soon as we can. -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 18:00 LT - 2011 days PEO

To: John

      Be careful. -- Love, Helena

 

 

Time/Date: 09:30 LT - 2018 days PEO

To: All Alphan Personnel

From: Koenig.J@CommandCenter.Alpha.org

Subject: Memorial Services

 

Memorial services for Greg Sanderson will be held in Rec Room One at 14:00 hours today. All Alphans are urged to attend if possible.

 

Commander John Koenig

 

 

Time/Date: 10:47 LT - 2018 Days PEO

To: John

      I know you've been cleared of radiation contamination, but your being that close to one of the domes makes me uneasy, John. I want to see you in Medical Center every day for the next two weeks to monitor your condition. If there is *any* sign of a delayed reaction, I want to know about it as soon as possible. -- Love, _Doctor_ Russell

 

Time/Date: 10:59 LT - 2018 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Yes, _Doctor_. How's 1130 hours? We can have lunch afterward. -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 11:04 LT - 2018 Days PEO

To: John

      Consider it a standing appointment. -- Love, Helena

 

Time/Date: 15:23 LT - 2107 Days PEO

To: John

      I think we need to re-evaluate the 'vacation' rotation schedule, John. I've noticed stress levels beginning to rise in a number of people. The days off and chances to get off base to other areas of the moon aren't as effective as they first were. Any ideas? -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 08:48 LT - 2108 Days PEO

To: Helena

      You're all the distraction I need, but as I'm not willing to share you, I'll give it some thought. -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 15:38 LT - 2108 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Perhaps we could put the need of holiday alternatives out to everyone - see what kind of ideas they have. You already know what kind of ideas I have. -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 10:49 LT - 2110 Days PEO

To: John

      Yes, I do, and they are usually quite distracting and very enjoyable. Let's mention this need at the next Command Conference before opening it up to all base suggestions. -- Love, Helena

 

Time/Date: 16:39 LT - 2111 Days PEO

To: John

      I've had a thought. What about a variation of the "Take Your Children To Work" days we had back on Earth? One day a month, people from each section 'trade', visit another section to see what goes on there. -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 13:32 LT - 2113 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Not bad. It will give people a chance to see that being commander isn't all it's cracked up to be. We'll mention it at the Command Conference as well. -- John

     

Time/Date: 16:46 LT - 2113 Days PEO

To: John

      And I thought you _loved_ being Commander. -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 16:59 LT - 2113 Days PEO

To: Helena

      No one has offered to trade with me, so I haven't much choice. -- John

 

Time/Date: 08:49 LT - 2117 Days PEO

To: John

      We could always make Commander an elected position. -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 14:38 LT - 2117 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Let's stick with swapping jobs for now. Do _you_ want to be Commander? -- John

 

Time/Date: 12:26 LT - 2122 Days PEO

To: John

      No thank you. Been there, done that. I was kind of hoping I could visit reconnaissance for a day -- talk Alan into letting me fly an Eagle. -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 13:48 LT - 2122 Days PEO

To: Helena

      I'll warn him. -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 16:38 LT - 2122 Days PEO

To: John

      You're sleeping on the couch in your own quarters tonight!... See you at 1900? -- Love, Helena

 

 

Time/Date: 09:02 LT - 2188 Days PEO

To: All Alpha Personnel

From: Koenig.J@CommandCenter.Alpha.org

Subject: Anniversary

 

To mark the six year anniversary of Breakaway, and our relative success at survival, a base wide party/celebration/day of remembrance will be held on Wednesday in Eagle Hanger Two, beginning at 1200 hours. Shifts will be rotated at four hour intervals to allow all those who wish a chance to attend.

 

Commander John Koenig

 

 

Time/Date: 09:49 LT - 2191 Days PEO

To: John

      Wonderful party. I'm going to have to get you to dance more often. -- Love, Helena

 

Time/Date: 13:37 LT - 2191 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Only in private and only with you. -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 15:32 LT - 2191 Days PEO

To: John

      We have more than just six years of survival to celebrate, John. -- Love, Helena

 

Time/Date: 16:34 LT - 2191 Days PEO

To: Helena

      We certainly do, we have each other. -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 08:02 LT - 2308 Days PEO

To: John

      I need to see you in Medical, John. There are a couple of test results I'm not happy with. You did not contract the disease that killed everyone on Ellna, but something sure tried very hard to invade your system. ASAP, please! -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 08:48 LT - 2308 Days PEO

To: Helena

      On my way. -- John

 

Time/Date: 13:27 LT - 2309 Days PEO

To: John

      All right. I'm much happier with these new results. I'll clear you for reconn duty to the next planet in the system, but only if you promise one thing. -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 13:58 LT - 2309 Days PEO

To: Helena

      What? -- John

 

Time/Date: 14:36 LT - 2309 Days PEO

To: John

      Don't fall into the hands of Amazon women with whips. -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 14:48 LT - 2309 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Deal. -- John

 

Time/Date: 10:27 LT - 2316 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Helena Russell... did I remember to tell you that you looked damn hot in that blue flight suit? -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 11:26 LT - 2316 Days PEO

To: John

      No, you didn't tell me, but thank you. What about Maya? -- Love, Helena

 

Time/Date: 11:38 LT - 2316 Days PEO

To: Helena

      I wasn't looking at her. When I saw you come over that hill I knew I'd been spared a death in hell. That's what it would have felt like - to be stranded there and never see you again. -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 12:49 LT - 2316 Days PEO

To: John

      Sorry I had to disobey your orders, but there was no way I was going to let you die on that planet when there was a chance I could get to you via the glider. No, I take that back. I'm _not_ sorry I disobeyed orders. -- Love, Helena

 

Time/Date: 14:37 LT - 2316 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Didn't think you were. Thank you for listening to your heart and not my orders. How's Tony? -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 14:59 LT - 2316 Days PEO

To: John

      Tony will be fine, he's recovering nicely. Maya is fine as long as she knows Tony will be all right. How are you? -- Love, Helena

 

Time/Date: 15:21 LT - 2316 Days PEO

To: Helena

      I'm in desperate need of a certain physician's care. Can you make a house call? -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 15:46 LT - 2316 Days PEO

To: John

      How's 1900? -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 17:29 LT - 2316 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Perfect. -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 12:37 LT - 2354 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Have you given any more thought recently to our living together? -- John

 

Time/Date: 15:23 LT - 2354 Days PEO

To: John

      Yes, I have. We practically are now. -- Helena

     

Time/Date: 11:23 LT - 2356 days PEO

To: Helena

      But you still want your own quarters? -- John

 

Time/Date: 13:47 LT - 2357 Days PEO

To: John

      Yes, I do. It has nothing to do with you, John, or how I feel about you. I need my solitude every now and then. If we were living together, it would be harder to do. I love you, I always will, I'm just not ready yet. -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 14:21 LT - 2357 days PEO

To: Helena

      I can wait. I don't want you to do anything you're not ready for or feel uncomfortable about. I know there is no one else in your life. I'm just selfish, I want to be with you as much as I possibly can. -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 14:58 LT - 2357 Days PEO

To: John

      You're always with me, John, more than anyone else I have ever loved. You are a part of me that I can't bear to be without. -- Love, Helena

 

Time/Date: 09:59 LT - 2358 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Why do we tell each other these things by e-mail instead of in person? -- John

 

Time/Date: 10:28 LT - 2358 Days PEO

To: John

      We always seem to have other things to do when we're together -- in person. But if you'd rather talk... -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 15:32 LT - 2358 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Never mind... I love you. -- John

 

Time/Date: 13:26 LT - 2371 Days PEO

To: John

      I've been thinking about our living together. Why haven't we ever discussed marriage? -- Love, Helena

 

Time/Date: 14:02 LT - 2371 Days PEO

To: Helena

      I tried marriage once. Had Jean not been killed in the war, we would have divorced, and probably not amicably. That kind of thing makes you wary of a second try. -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 14:28 LT - 2372 Days PEO

To: John

      I know. My marriage to Lee was troubled when he left Earth on the *Astro Seven* mission. But I'm not Jean and you are _definitely not_ Lee. -- Love, Helena

 

Time/Date: 17:32 LT - 2375 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Now it's my turn to ask for some time to think about it, to think about marriage for us. -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 11:27 LT - 2376 Days PEO

To: John

      Think as long as you need to. I do love you. -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 13:28 LT - 2376 Days PEO

To: Helena

      I know. If I were to ask, would you say yes? Would marriage make a difference? -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 16:25 LT - 2376 Days PEO

To: John

      Not in the way I feel about you, not in how much I love you or how much I want to be with you. I'd still need my solitude and I'd still be in love with you. I was just curious. -- Love, Helena

 

Time/Date: 13:27 LT - 2379 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Could you keep your quarters for when you need to be alone and move in with me in every way but officially? I know the Commander, I can put in a good word... -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 14:09 LT - 2379 Days PEO

To: John

      That's an option. I'll give it some thought. -- Love, Helena

 

Time/Date: 14:47 LT - 2379 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Can we do our thinking together tonight? Your place? -- John

 

Time/Date: 15:11 LT - 2379 Days PEO

To: John

      Yes to both. 1800. -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 18:28 LT - 2416 Days PEO

To: John

      Don't you _ever_ step into some unknown alien beam again! I know you had to follow Maya, but when I saw you disappear... I don't expect an answer to this message, John, give your hands a chance to heal. Just know I'm glad both you and Maya are safe, the Dorcons are gone, and I love you. I'll stop by when I get off duty. -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 09:49 LT - 2418 Days PEO

To: John

      Glad you're feeling better. -- Love, Helena

 

Time/Date: 11:38 LT - 2418 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Me too. -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 12:39 LT - 2485 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Any suggestions for relieving this long stretch of boredom? -- John

 

Time/Date: 14:28 LT - 2485 Days PEO

To: John

      Do you mean personally, or base-wide? -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 15:29 LT - 2485 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Base-wide, definitely. You've never given me a chance to be bored personally. -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 15:39 LT - 2485 Days PEO

To: John

      Oh, you _do_ know the right thing to say! -- Love, Helena

 

Time/Date: 15:49 LT - 2485 Days PEO

To: Helena

      I do try. So, any suggestions? -- John

 

Time/Date: 16:00 LT - 2485 Days PEO

To: John

      I'll think about it and tell you tonight while we're not being bored. -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 14:39 LT - 2549 Days PEO

To: John

      See, I ask for a planet to explore in order to relieve the boredom, and next thing you know, we've come into range of one. -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 15:39 LT - 2549 Days PEO

To: Helena

      You're good. -- John

 

Time/Date: 16:02 LT - 2549 Days PEO

To: John

      So you've said. Do I get to come on the planet reconn? -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 16:39 LT - 2549 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Of course. You never know when you'll need a doctor. -- John

 

Time/Date: 17:02 LT - 2549 Days PEO

To: John

      > You never know when you'll need a doctor.

      Seems I said that once before and the results were not all that enjoyable. Care to quote someone else? -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 17:14 LT - 2549 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Nope. We leave at 2100 hours. So much for our long, leisurely dinner plans. -- John

 

Time/Date: 17:27 LT - 2549 Days PEO

To: John

      Dinner when we get back, then. Or maybe we can arrange a private picnic on the planet. -- Love, Helena

 

Time/Date: 17:39 LT - 2549 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Doubtful, readings indicate surface conditions aren't very encouraging, but maybe an evening stroll. -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 17:57 LT - 2549 Days PEO

To: John

      Can you arrange a full moon? -- Love, Helena

 

Time/Date: 18:27 LT - 2549 Days PEO

To: Helena

      I'll see what I can do. -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 10:39 LT - 2604 Days PEO

To: Helena

      I meant what I said last night. I do want to marry you. Hesitations and fears be damned. I love you and nothing else makes any difference.  We'll work out your need for solitude and any other things that have been holding us back. -- Love, John

 

 

Time/Date: 14:29 LT - 2604 Days PEO

To: John

      May I ask what made you change your mind? -- Love, Helena

     

Time/Date: 15:39 LT - 2604 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Seeing you in Medical Center -- as a patient. When that creature came out of no where and mauled you, I thought my life would end along with yours. As I sat with you in the Eagle on the way back, not being able to do anything but hold your bandaged hand and wish I had the same blood type so I could at least help you begin to recover, I knew I never wanted to feel that way again. My heart was in my throat, I couldn't breath, I couldn't think, I couldn't do anything but pray to the powers or beings that rule the universe for your recovery; for your continuation as a part of my life - the most important part of my life. I know marriage won't change how we feel about each other, but it will re-enforce and strengthen our ability and need to spend time with one another. It will say to the rest of the base - the rest of the universe - that we love each other and are proud of it. Marry me. -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 16:20 LT - 2604 Days PEO

To: John

      I could see all that, and more, in your eyes, your expression when I woke up and found you sitting next to me. Have dinner with me tonight. I'll know my answer by then. -- Love, Helena

 

Time/Date: 10:28 LT - 2605 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Now it's my turn to ask; what made you change your mind? -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 11:39 LT - 2605 Days PEO

To: John

      You. -- Love, Helena

 

Time/Date: 17:38 LT - 2640 Days PEO

To: John

      This is your last night as a single man. Have any special plans? -- Love, Helena

 

Time/Date: 17:48 LT - 2640 Days PEO

To: Helena

      After our separate parties -- I promise not to get drunk -- I thought we might spend the rest of the night together. -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 17:55 LT - 2640 Days PEO

To: John

      Together - how? -- Love, Helena

 

Time/Date: 18:01 LT - 2640 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Talking, holding each other, laughing, crying, saying goodbye -- and hello. -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 18:09 LT - 2640 Days PEO

To: John

      What, no wild, passionate, mind numbing sex? -- Love, Helena

 

Time/Date: 18:16 LT - 2640 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Thought we could save that for our honeymoon. -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 18:27 LT - 2640 Days PEO

To: John

      You are a man of many surprises. What should I pack for our honeymoon? -- Love, Helena

 

Time/Date: 18:38 LT - 2640 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Anything but uniforms. I'll be in by 0100 hours. Your place? -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 18:47 LT - 2640 Days PEO

To: John

      Yes. I'll be in by 0100 as well. Have fun at the party. At least I know there won't be a stripper. As CMS, I have many ways of getting even with any one who even _tries_ to set it up... -- Love, Helena

 

Time/Date: 18:53 LT - 2640 Days PEO

To: Helena

      You know I never look at other women. -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 12:38 LT - 2662 Days PEO

To: Koenig.H@MedicalCenter.Alpha.org

      Hi, Doctor _Koenig_. I'll be a little late getting home tonight -- late afternoon meeting. -- Love, John

P.S. See, I changed your address.

 

Time/Date: 13:01 LT - 2662 Days PEO

To: John

From: Koenig.H@MedicalCenter.Alpha.org

      Hi -- me too. We're married, I've nearly got all my things moved into your - our - quarters and you'll be late. Does this mean the honeymoon is over? -- Love, Helena

 

Time/Date: 14:39 LT - 2662 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Don't put anything on the bed and I'll show you how far from over it is. -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 09:21 LT - 2663 Days PEO

To: John

      Sex fiend. -- Love, Helena

 

Time/Date: 09:34 LT - 2663 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Only with you. -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 11:28 LT - 2924 Days PEO

To: John

      Happy anniversary. -- Love, Helena

 

Time/Date: 12:37 LT - 2924 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Ummmm,... don't be upset, but what anniversary? -- John

 

Time/Date: 13:02 LT - 2924 Days PEO

To: John

      Eight years ago today we exchanged our first e-mails. -- Love, Helena

 

Time/Date: 13:56 LT - 2924 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Good thing no one else can gain access to them. I wouldn't like others to read some of what we've exchanged. -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 14:04 LT - 2924 Days PEO

To: John

      Hmmm, I agree. Have you saved any of the messages? -- Love, Helena

 

Time/Date: 14:49 LT - 2924 Days PEO

To: Helena

      A few - the really good ones. You? -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 15:18 LT - 2924 Days PEO

To: John

      Yes, some. We don't have real paper love letters to save, but we do have these, Alphan Love Letters. -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 15:27 LT - 2924 Days PEO

To: Helena

      I never thought of all these messages back and forth as love letters, but you're right. I never once wrote a love letter to Jean. --  Love, John

 

Time/Date: 15:33 LT - 2924 Days PEO

To: John

      Nor I to Lee. It just never felt right. Maybe because my concept of a love letter was different than it is now. -- Love, Helena

 

Time/Date: 15:49 LT - 2924 days PEO

To: Helena

      Yes, mine as well. I'll be off duty early. -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 16:14 LT - 2924 days PEO

To: John

      As will I. -- Love, Helena

 

Time/Date: 11:09 LT - 3102 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Are you okay? What did Ben say? -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 11:21 LT - 3102 Days PEO

To: John

      We've been so busy here this morning - quarterly physicals - that neither of us has had a spare moment. I'll talk to him at lunch. -- Love, Helena

 

Time/Date: 11:25 LT - 3102 Days PEO

To: Helena

      I want to know right away. -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 11:37 LT - 3102 Days PEO

To: John

      You will, I promise. -- Love, Helena

     

Time/Date: 14:48 LT - 3102 Days PEO

To: John

      Ben says I'll be fine -- just a little anemia. I need some rest and more iron in my diet. As of tomorrow I'll be on sick call for a week. Care to join  me? -- Love, Helena

 

Time/Date: 14:52 LT - 3102 Days PEO

To: Helena

      If we're both on sick call, I doubt either of us will get much rest. And, I can't. Too much work coming up. But how about lunch every day so I can check your pulse or temperature or whatever? -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 15:07 LT - 3102 Days PEO

To: John

      Won't be accurate readings if you check my pulse or temperature. They are both always elevated when I'm near you. -- Love, Helena

 

Time/Date: 15:28 LT - 3102 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Okay, so I'll tuck you into bed for an afternoon nap. I'll be off early tonight. -- John

 

Time/Date: 09:39 LT - 3111 Days PEO

To: Helena

      Scanners have picked up another contact. It looks promising. Now that you're back on duty, care to join me on reconn? -- John

 

Time/Date: 10:39 LT - 3111 Days PEO

To: John

      Yes, I would. When do we leave? -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 12:34 LT - 3111 Days PEO

To: Helena

      1500 hours today. -- John

 

Time/Date: 13:46 LT - 3111 Days PEO

To: John

      I've got an emergency here, John, I won't be able to go. Ed Spencer will go on the reconn mission with you. Sorry. -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 13:50 LT - 3111 Days PEO

To: Helena

      It's just _not_ the same. -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 14:01 LT - 3111 Days PEO

To: John

      I know. Look for a nice quiet spot where we can be alone. -- Love, Helena

 

Time/Date: 19:49 LT - 3127 Days PEO

To: Helena

      The planet wasn't as good as it seemed on long range scans, but there is another planet in the system that looks very promising. We'll be in range in about ten days. -- John

 

Time/Date: 12:03 LT - 3128 Days PEO

To: John

      I'll be on that one. Promise. -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 11:43 LT - 3140 Days PEO

To: Helena

      The spot we found was lovely -- a shame the planet was so hostile in every other way. Still, being alone with you for even that brief interval was worth it. Maybe next time. -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 15:25 LT - 3140 Days PEO

To: John

      Yes, perhaps next time. There will be more opportunities, John. I'm sure of it. Dinner tonight? -- Love, Helena

 

Time/Date: 16:33 LT - 3140 Days PEO

To: Helena

      I'd like that. -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 11:49 LT - 3421 Days PEO

To: John

      It was a beautiful planet. I wish we could have - somehow - communicated with the natives and negotiated a small area for colonization. -- Helena

 

Time/Date: 14:35 LT - 3421 Days PEO

To: Helena

      As do I. Sometimes I begin to doubt that we'll ever find a new planet to call ours. -- Love, John

 

Time/Date: 15:04 LT - 3421 Days PEO

To: John

      Don't give up, John. We will find that place to call home. -- Love, Helena

 

Time/Date: 11:52 LT - 3795 Days PEO

To: Helena

      The second moon of the third planet has a breathable atmosphere and adequate water sources. We're going to check it out. We'll be gone over 2 weeks. Come? -- John

 

Time/Date: 12:49 LT - 3795 Days PEO

To: John

      I can't. I've a heavy surgery schedule and can't ask others to cover it, along with some research data that is time critical. Look for that quiet, secluded spot for us to be alone. See you when you get back. I miss you already -- Love, Helena

 

Time/Date: 16:59 LT - 3812 Days PEO

To: Helena

      I found that secluded spot, but the water was contaminated and undrinkable, even with extensive treatment. Guess we keep looking. -- Love, John

 

 

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UNABLE TO DELIVER FOLLOWING MESSAGE: NON REPAIRABLE FATAL ERRORS FOUND

 

Time/Date: 16:59 LT - 3812 Days PEO

To: Koenig.H@MedicalCenter.Alpha.org

From: Koenig.J@CommandCenter.Alpha.org

Subject:

 

> I found that secluded spot, but the

> water

> was

> contaminated and

> undrinkable even with extensive treatment. Guess

> we keep looking. -- Love,

> John

 

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Time/Date: 10:00 LT - 3813 Days PEO

To: All Moonbase Alpha Personnel

From: Verdeschi.A@CommandCenter\Security.Alpha.org

Subject: Notice

 

Doctor Helena Russell Koenig died earlier today due to complications from injuries received in an accident in Medical Center late yesterday afternoon.

 

Memorial services for Helena Russell Koenig will be held in the gymnasium at 1500 hours tomorrow. Base operations will be placed on 'automatic' so that all personnel wishing to attend services may do so. Victor Bergman will deliver the eulogy.

 

Until further notice, Commander John Koenig is taking an extended leave of absence...

 

Anthony Verdeschi

Temporary Acting Commander

Moonbase Alpha

 

 

 

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